Solid

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Even expected news can bring about unexpected feelings. I'm not sure why today's reaction is bigger, I though I have decided not to care and somewhat insulated myself, but it still does hurt a bit. Even a lot.

There is also anger. The feeling of double standards - if it was someone else, would they have the same feedback and results? Or would there be more leniency?

But it's ok, this too shall pass, this too shall pass, this too shall pass.

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